For The One and Only Person

"I Love You"

I appreciate every moment of us,

Thought, Love is what we share,

A special kind of friendship that I can’t effort to lose it,

I pray that this relation will never end every night,

You are the only one's that can give me that kind of feeling that I’m searching for.

When I met you, I found the happiness,

I end my searching of happiness,

I've let you handle my happiness till the end of my life,

We've gone through all kinds of situation,

Sad and happy,

We laugh together,

We cried together,

But even we’ve gone through those sad moment together, our relation won’t died,

Those are memories; there are still lots of thing to be done by us in future.

Nothing can stop us from being together,

Nothing can make us apart,

Until we met the end of our life.

Your smile makes up my day,

Your voice brighten my day,

Your kiss make me addicted to it, you are so sweet,

Your hug makes me feel so warm and secure, that make me no more worries.

You are the most beautiful,

You too are the cutest and sexiest.

You understand who I am from the beginning, only you are able to stop my tears when I’m dropping tears.

I love you, because of who you are,

You are the one who can make me trust in faith and forever

You never judge who I am, you understood my sorrow,

Then you told me that I needn’t to be that way,

And you gave me a hope for a better tomorrow,

You were always there for me whenever I needed,

I knew I could count on you.

You helped me learn to love myself; you made life seem so good.

You said I can do anything I put in my mind to and I knew I could.

We are separated by many miles.

Truly, the only thing that keeps me going is my treasured memory of your smile.

You are so extra-special to me and so this to you I must tell,

You are my only one, My Guardian Angel.

Let’s us hold on to it and each other. We’ll go through everything together no matter how hard is it.

We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away for there will never be another.

I love you forever……

June 26th 09'

Missing you so badly

Missing You

I sat down all by myself in an empty room,

Where there is no one here,

I look at the wall; I saw your photo hanging on the wall,

I then realize that something was missing,

I don’t know what it is,

Then suddenly my heart whisper to me that it was you.

The weather outside was so cold,

I look at the window, it was raining outside,

I wonder how it is like in the place where you are now,

Rainbow was so beautiful after the rain,

But the scenery makes me so sad,

I knew that I miss you so badly,

I can’t feel the warmness and comfort where I get when you were hugging me before,

Suddenly in my memory,

I saw our past where you were hugging me sitting on the beach hearing the wave sound,

Although the weather was cold, I can be sure that your heart was so warm that time,

I really feel envy when I saw other couple now,

I knew that I must be strong and tough,

And everything would be paid off after the patient,

Cause’ I knew that the only person in my heart all this while is you alone,

When I finish this paragraph, I the realize that my eyes are in tears,

And I must appreciate and be grateful cause’ you are strong as well to wait for me,

For the one you love.

Then my heart said the sweetest 3 words, “I Love You”.

And missing you so badly right now.

Really really miss you right now =(

I Miss Her

I just simply miss her. Waiting for you here. Hehe...

If You are reading this, enjoy your trip and take good care of yourself.

Always miss u...

Miri - KK - Labuan 09' Trip

Finally got those photo taken during the journey from Miri to Labuan from Amelie's laptop. Not much photo was taken, only around 80+ photos, but wont upload all la. Hehe...

16th of June, the night before we take off from Miri, we went to Miri shopping mall to get some stuff to bring back to Labuan. Amelie bought 4kg's of Bario rice to bring back to Labuan and I come back empty handed. After that, went to Fun Fair, the fun fair was like pretty old and look unsafe, we didn't go for the roller-coaster cause the support beam is so slim and I worry it might break, so did not go for it. I played only a big bowl that will shake and shake and turn and turn. Fell dizzy after that, and I paid RM6 bucks for that. Amelie go for that and another don't know call what, also fly and fly and turn and turn. I think if I join her, I'll vomit. Haha...

Okay, on the 17th of June, the weather was fine early in the morning, then before we took off, we went for breakfast. Suddenly, the strong wind start and heavy rain start to fall. I even got wet just entering the car. Actually we planned to straight away go to the Brunei border, but the mirror is very blur due to the rain, so we went back and I apply some wax liquid on the mirror, which will makes a better vision when I drive.I drove only at 60 km / hour for I think about an hour. Too slow. Then we drove as usual till we reach the last border, we took the photo of the last border. It was Sindumin-Merapok border if I'm not mistaken. This journey takes me around 6 hours and I'm expecting around 7 -8 hours, so I think I drove pretty fast.

My car was so full like this, the photo below is the passenger seat behind:

Reach 1borneo hotel around 4 pm, was a bit tired then we took a short nap, but can't sleep cause there are some noise, se we just lie down and wait till around 6, we went down to had our dinner. Went to Old Town Coffee to have our dinner, I had Nasi Lemak, not bad, quite nice and reasonable, and had thier famous white coffee. Took some photo as well.

After dinner, we went to look-see look-see, but again when went into Quiksilver shop, saw a shorts, bought it at the price of RM120, I'm broke that time, still insist I needed that shorts. Went to most of the shops in 1borneo, before going back into the room, again we took some photo, this photo was taken in a rainforest exibition don't know what, what I know is that there are lotsa reptiles inside and I saw a phyton, I don't wanna go in, I'm afraid of it. Haha... Can't snap a photo of both of us together cause there are no camera man except both of us.

When we finish walking around the whole mall, we are tired and bored. So decided to get back to the room to rest, watch movie inside the room, then fell asleep after that. In the hotel toilet, ignore my boxer ok? Haha... I know it look very funny and old.

The next morning, which is 18th of June, woke up around 7.45am, do a quick last minutes packing and we check out hotel after that, the hotel room was like quite far from the lift, so we need to carry everything in one trip. Besides that, there's a receptionist in every floor, and a huge mirror at the open area, and again, snap a photo before we leave (Not so clear).

We head to the KK central town to had our breakfast, a long waited fish meat mee, basically they use the meat of the fish and roll it so that it looks like mee, a bit costly but still worth it cause it was nice, Amelie had the fish meat mee and I ate fish meat kolo mee, I've been starving for Sabah style kolo mee, I don't really enjoy the Sarawak style. I think the shop that sell this food is recommended by 'The Star' something something got to do with tourist and food. Here's the photo of the fish meat mee, and the photo of Amelie enjoying her meal.

After our breakfast, we went to Warisan Square to look-see look-see again, then again another Quiksilver Tee caught my eye, I bought again. Don't know why I'm willing to spend so much on these branded stuff, need to change this before I got really broke. Went to lotsa shop and we spend most of our time in Times Bookstore, read some book, one book I read was about boy and girl puberty stage, it was like kinda interesting cause there are lotsa photo (not real photo, animated one), and the english used is easy to understand. I bought the book of "My Story: Lim Goh Tong", the next one I wanna buy is about Barack Obama life. After get bored hanging out in Warisan, we brove back to Papar, we need to go through Papar before reaching Menumbuk Ferry Terminal, to get back to Labuan. Papar is my hometown. We had our lunch in a open market stall, a famous 'Ah Kong' stall. I guess if you are used to Papar, you'll know who's Ah Kong. The food is extremely cheap.

Guess how much? RM 16 only, cheap cheap cheap..........After that, we went to Papar market to buy some famous 'Kuih Cincin' to bring back to Labuan. Here's the photo of the market, and a hometown boy was spotted in the market, it's me. Haha~




After got those stuff, we head to Menumbuk, it's a 2 hours journey, Amelie slept in the car most of the time. The photo taken in the Ferry:

I was so happy until I saw this:


It's Labuan.

I think that's my journey all the way back to Labuan and that's all for this post. I'm enjoying here in Labuan, feel so warm. Another thing, Happy Father's Day to my Special Dad.

Gtg now, leave some comment on my blog, so that I can improve it. Hehe...

Chow~

Dropping-by

Sorry for not updating my blog. Those picture taken during my journey back to Labuan still with Amelie, in the camera again. So, will get it from her ASAP and post it up. Hehe...

It feels sooooo nice returning back home.

OVER

Finals are over, 1st year degree is over! Moving forward...

Today kinda tired, right after my Programming exam, I start to move my stuff from my house. Wow, soooooooo damn lotsa stuff man. The passenger seat behind my car is full now and I'm driving back all the way to Labuan, gonna stay 1 night in KK first. Tomorrow gonna go to town to have a hair cut and buy some present for my younger sis, her birthday soon.

The exam today kinda sucks, I think I gonna fail in my final exam but overall will pass cause my internal is like not bad. Out of 10 question, I think only 3 question I can score full mark. Haha!

I don't know what to write for this post. Amelie's studying now for her final exam tommorow, I think Management. Wish her luck and all the best for her exam tomorrow.
Chow~

Last Sunday in Miri

First year second semester is going to end. Yahoo! It going to end with an engineering programming final exam which will be tomorrow and I'll be a bit busy moving my stuff to my new room and moving some of those junk stuff back to Labuan. So basically my 1st year degree will officially end tomorrow. Feel damn happy for completing my 1st year degree and hopefully all my results will still remain good or even getting better than the previous semester. HOWEVER, I'm not so ready for my exam tomorrow cause I don't know how to study and I'm already in a holiday mood. Haha! I still afford to watch Prison Break. Had those feeling 'just pass can already-lah', that's why I'm lazy to study already.

Okay, morning woke up at 7.15 am cause went for mass and again as usual every sunday morning after mass, head to 925 restaurant to had our breakfast. Had Nasi Lemak today, long time didn't eat already. Noon came back, watch Prison Break and had a short nap. Continue with study after that, BUT I still didn't manage to absorb any new knowledge. Haha! Then continue my 'pretend' study and on the other hand, surfing the net. I pretend studying so that I won't feel guilty for not studying at all for my exam tomorrow. While surfing the net, search and look for some winter cloth cause going to Australia next year, Amelie is getting excited about that. Saw Armani Exchange winter cloth, and I think I should get one before going to Australia. Expensive-lah I think!

My dad called me yesterday, asking me what's my planning during the semester break, ask me whether wanna go back to Baker Atlas to work. I've thought about it before, but I'm lazy going back cause I've got my own plan: To Lose Weight and Get Abs!. It's okay to postponed that one first, I'm going to work this semester break to earn some money in order to get a car later in Australia. Baker is paying not a small amount of money. After that, I called the BA Manager to ask whether can I go back this semester break, he responded positively and ask me to call him back on Monday. Here's the only picture I took during the last holiday when I was in Baker:

* Sorry. Can't synchronize my phone with the laptop at the moment, so I'll update it during the next blog. The images below is not me, it's the logo of the Company I'm working for and the man standing there I don't know who is that, but the Orange Colour coverall I used to wear is exactly the same. Haha!

P/s: Baker, don't sue me for copyright your image. Hehe.....

Till the next post, gonna start to pretend to study again. Bye~

13-June 09

Today is Saturday, woke up at 9.15 am, actually set alarm at 8.30 am but the phone didn't rang, cause I think midnight no battery so it sendiri switch off. Luckily my 6th sense tell me that something wrong, and I check the phone, alamak, 9.15 am sudah. I had my shower and breakfast after that. Come back, actually wanna study for my Engineering Programming but I soooooooo Lazy and end up read a bit only la.

Oh ya, yesterday bought something for my future if I can't manage to graduate as an engineer. Wanna know what? Have a look!

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My new fishing telerod. Haha! Hope I don't need this for my career next time but only as a hobby.

Manage to watch 1 1/2 episode of Prison Break today! Yeah, the last few episodes are still downloading, hopefully gonna done by this few days when my exams ended.

Mooooooonday- Engineeeeeering Proooooograming..........

Bye~

11/06-09

Woke up at 7.30. I'm having my BIS exam at 9am. So basically he and I need to wake up earlier.We had a light breakfast, pao and some dim sum. Hopefully he can stand till 11am without complaining that he's starving to death. Had our lunch at Annie's Kitchen. He ordered mango fish this time. It's really out of my mind that he'll order fish this time, instead of chicken again.

Some random photos taken in Annie's Kitchen.






His lousy photography skills.

He's singing again now. Don't know why he's so jiwang nowadays. Haha. Gotta ask him move his butt and start revising for 2mr's exam. Engineering Maths if I'm not mistaken. Wish him luck people!

10/06/09

Obviously this is the 3rd post for today. Before the clock even strike 6pm, someone is already complaining he's hungry and wanted to go for dinner. Demanding to eat his favourite hot plate rice. He can eat the same dish for almost everyday. Same goes to chicken rice. Really have no idea what he's gonna eat if Miri is running out of chickens. Probably just veg. Impossible for this carnivorous young man. I'll salute him if he can do so. Haha.

Hot Plate Chicken Rice from Lou Bin Tang.



Looks good but you'll surely get bored with it after eating a few times.


By Amelie.
It's an order by Mr Kelvin.

7-Sip

Today I've already had my 3rd hick-up and that's very annoying cause I can't breath and talk as usual. Haha! I keep complaining to Amelie about the hick-up which is bothering me so much, she taught me something which I never learned before in my life: 7-Sip -> Sip the water from a bottle 7 times and the hick-up will stop. That was amazing and the hick-up really got kick-up by the water from the bottle.

And today was a boring day again, I keep singing in the morning till noon, in front of the laptop and notes. Actually not singing, shouting like there's nobody business. Amelie still can stand, did not ask me to stop. Haha! Then noon got study a bit la, I studied:
i. Euler's Method
ii. Improved Euler's Method
iii. Runge-Kunta Method

Okay, if you don't know what the hell is that, Google it. It's some method to solve Mathematics. I've no idea why it sounds so weird and make no sense with the name and don't ask me why.

I know now I writing nonsense in this post, I still wanna thanks for reading this boring post and it's really boring. I don't know night what to study, maybe pass year? See how la. It does not make sense if I read the engineering math book? Reading the numbers out? Haha! I won't do that. I've completed 7 out of 8 engineering mathematics pass year given already. And the last one tomorrow then do.

Wish now can watch ASTRO la, a technology that makes life's richer. Haha. Cause it has been a long time since I watch NBA finals. I think the last time I watch was 2004? Detriot won. As I can recall, me and my bunch of friend skip classes went to Labuan Coffee Bean (Don't Laugh) and watch.
*Labuan Coffee Bean not franchise one.

Who you think will be the champion of NBA Final 2009? Orlando Magic or L.A Lakers?
Lakers seems stronger and more experience but orlando have good players la. I hope Orlando Magic can win la, Hedo is good! The beast Howard can help the Magic to lift the throphy after I think 15 years for not being the champion again? Where will amazing happen this year? I don't know.

Actually I also don't know what to write, hentam saja cause really really really betul betul betul banar boring eh. Tak tau nak buat apa. I'm hungry now!

Thanks for reading this stupid post!

Bye~

Next Mission

After the final exams are over, I've got a mission to accomplish:

LOSE WEIGHT, GET ABS!

Since I finish my high school and continue my studies over in Miri, I start to gain a lot of weight. Like this:

Enjoying my Baskin Robin's Ice-cream in 2009.


In Brunei - Year 2008


In KK - Year 2007

And Last time, few years back, this is how I look (Big Big Difference):

2006 - During High School


I wish to look like this again.

Gonna work out in the gym when the semester break starts!

Back to Study now. Bye~

Terlampau Boring!

So I'm here writing this, cause I'm toooooooo Lazy and tooooooooo boring to study Engineering Mathematics which is tooooooooo boring. And the final exam for this unit is on this Friday.

Ok, this is what I saw in the internet. Was so shock!
Click on the photo to have a clearer and larger view.


Unbelievable? Believe it!

Bye~

1 Down, 2 More to go.

Electrical System 100 Over.
Next Engineering Mathematics!

Wish me Luck.

2 Days Before Exam

I should be studying right now. But, it's just too boring looking at those Circuit Diagram. Basically I've complete all my tutorials and according to my plan, I just need to revise back what I've study for the past week. I'm alone at her house now, she went to her friend's house to do some revision. I miss her even tough it's just few hours not seeing each other.

I'm really looking forward towards the semester break, wanna go back home to see my family. I miss them a lot, I miss those 'Laziness' at home cause I've a Kakak at home. How can I describe my Laziness is
"Kak, tolong masak maggi, campur telur, telur tu kasi pukul ah. Tak sedap saya tak mau makan",
"Kak, mana baju saya kemarin cuci punya? Tolong ambil",
While watching TV, "Kak, haus o, tolong bikin oren simpan ais." Haha...
I'm not a grow-up child when I'm at home. Since I came to Miri and continue my studies, I have to do everything myself like cooking, fill my own bottle water, wash those dish, and wash cloth.

Another thing I'm looking forward is to met my close friend, luckily he's having his break till late August, so I might have time go hang out with him. Since I'm going to Australia next year, worry might not see him that often like at least twice a year. Had planned a fishing trip with few friends as well.

Okay, let's talk about 'me-her road'. Today seems lonely to me, she's not beside me now and no one is talking to me, kacau-ing me and do nonsense and stupid face to me. We've been together for 4 years, 3 months and 26 days. I treasure every moment with her and appreciate everything from her. I had a dream, which is to travel the world with her? Impossible is nothing!!! The only thing to make this dream come true is by studying hard right now, get a job and make use of it. We gone through lotsa path, hard and easy, happy and sad, fun and torturing. And I'm pleased that we have gone through and she's still beside me. I'm commit towards this relation and promise a better future, being a better boy-friend everyday.
I love you so much till the bottom of my heart.


Gtg to continue my studies. Chow~

Countdown: 4 days!

Yeah, exactly 4 days towards the final exams. Man, I'm still so dead and soooo LAZY to study, or probably I started my revision to early and I'm ahead of my plan? And I feel very very bored and damn dry looking at those Electrical Circuit Diagram.

What happen today? From morning went breakfast and noon have some plans. The plan was planned yesterday, a called from the University to met the Deputy of Pro-Vice Chancellor regarding a academic misconduct, need to met her at 2p.m today. So after breakfast went back to have revision a little while, still manage to sleep a little while then went to campus around 1.40p.m. Okay, what academic misconduct I committed? Basically just having 3 summons because of improper parking inside Campus. Actually Amelie is the one who get called cause the Uni Car Sticker is under her name, so to be a responsible person (which I am), I followed her to met the authorized. Nothing special la, the Deputy ~!@#$%^&*... just jokes with us and tell me not to repeat the same thing again or else I can be banned from taking exams. Had dinner in town just now. Now, I'm here writing this whole thing and actually I'm suppose to study but I'm just to lazy.

Some of my Internal mark is out and here is it:
Electrical System: 36/50 (I count myself, agak-agak, not guarantee one)
Engineering Mathematics: 36++/50 (This one lecturer told my friend and my friend told me)
Engineering Programming: 35.6/50 (This one I think 99% correct)
Evolution ~!@#$%^&* : 56/90 (Got another 10% is attendance, and I not sure, I always skip this class)
Design and Process: I don't know, Lecturer didn't say.

Wish me Luck for my final.

I think that's all for this post. Bye~

Electric Shock

Yes, it was an electric shock mentally, not physically. I've been studying only 1 subject for the past few days which is the Electrical System. I need to put tonnes of effort towards this subject cause it's tough to me and I worry I might fail during my final, so yeah! Actually after completing all 10 tutorials, and I find it not too bad, still can cope with it and still manage to do pass year question by myself. Need to study this subject till the final exam.

Okay, the photo below was taken on the 31st May, 09 in 925 Restaurant:


Another taken at the same place last year:

I feel both the photos above taken look similar huh? Hehe~

P.S. I don't know why the time and date written on my blog ain't accurate.

Chow~